Gerhard Zirkel

Take a look for yourself: Your own experience

This article is about something that is not easy to put into words, but is immensely important. Because it is absolutely primal shamanic. It’s about your own perception and your trust in it. Even when social conventions, the opinion of the majority or even “science” are against it. Even if “they” tell you otherwise.
Gerhard Zirkel
Gerhard Zirkel
30.07.2023

Even when people are angry with you, when you trust your own perception more than the people who “mean well with you”.

Even when everyone tells you that you’re hurting yourself, being bad, stupid, ignorant or whatever else they want to throw at you.

The Vikings, a short excursion

I’m currently doing a bit of research on the Vikings. An ethnic group that is actually more an umbrella term for Scandinavian/Nordic peoples in the period between 750 and 1050 than a truly homogeneous ethnic group. But they had some things in common in their world view.

Among other things, they seem to have made no distinction between the material and the spiritual world. For them, both the ground they walked on and the gods and spirits were equally real.

They didn’t “believe” in gods, they knew about them. Just as we don’t believe in the sea, for example, but know that it is there.

They lived according to their own perception and apparently had no doubts about it. Because they were equally connected to all their worlds and could feel them all. And what could be perceived was real. Of course, one person was able to do this more and the other less, but in principle it was obviously only their own perception.

Quite in contrast to the monotheistic religions that prevailed later, which are often based on a book of indeterminate origin that states what is to be believed and what is not. As a rule, the book itself conveniently proves why it contains the truth.

Today

Today we seem to be at a point where this monotheistic image of religion is leaving the world of religion and becoming all-encompassing. It is no longer just the church that has a detailed catalog of what to believe. Also science, the economy, politics, neighbors, indeed society as a whole.

Our own perception is increasingly being pushed into the background, sometimes even demonized or at least devalued. What happens to a child who talks to fairies, elves and ghosts in kindergarten or who doesn’t fit the mold?

Of course, as a modern parent you no longer tell your child directly that they’re crazy. But let’s be honest … people often think that and the child gets it. The first catalog of facts to be believed is already opened in kindergarten and is never closed again.

As a child, you already learn that your own perception is crap and that you are better off sticking to the catalog of things to believe. It’s now even taking on strange forms.

Let’s talk about the weather: several seemingly banal examples

We were recently in Croatia in the countryside, on a farm. And one evening there was a thunderstorm. It was a bit stormy, it rained and a few leaves flew by. Already a moderately strong thunderstorm but not seriously dramatic.

The next day, our landlord tells us that it must have been really bad in the surrounding area. With hail and even some deaths! He then kindly offered to put our car in his garage … Ok, his reports didn’t match my feelings or my experience. But of course we accepted the offer of the garage.

Everything was as usual on our excursions over the next few days. No traces of any storms, no fallen trees, not even branches on the road. Nothing. Wherever this terrible storm was supposed to have been, we didn’t see any of it. Neither did our landlord, by the way, but it must have been in the news.

A few days later we were in a restaurant in Graz: the waiter asked us curiously whether the weather in Croatia had really been that bad? Everyone is reporting really bad storms. It would probably be very bad not only in Croatia, but also in Slovenia and Austria. By the way, we were just sitting there under a blue sky and 30 degrees …

He didn’t want to believe that we hadn’t really had a storm. Except for the thunderstorm at night, which was nothing special. The news had reported so much about storms. Sure, he wouldn’t have seen any of it himself, but the media would be full of it.

Even on our entire journey from Croatia, through Slovenia to Austria and then on to Hungary, there was no sign of any thunderstorms. Sure, that doesn’t necessarily mean that there weren’t any. But by no means as widespread and dramatic as one might expect from the news.

And what do you see when you listen to the German media? Heatwaves, storms, disasters … but strangely enough, no traces of them and no first-hand reports. At least no more than usual in summer.

What’s wrong with that?

Dozens of examples could be cited from the last few years alone. Examples that show that there are obviously two realities.

One is the one we perceive ourselves and the other is the one with the catalog of facts to be believed. Sometimes both agree, but very often they do not.

And that’s where it gets exciting

After all, “shamanism” is based on one’s own perception. Of course, there are also shamanic cultures that have developed such a catalog of things to believe.

But at its core, it is about the perception of the worlds as they are. How they are for YOU. It’s not about looking up what the world was like for the Vikings, the Indians or the peoples of the Amazon, it’s about YOUR perception, YOUR reality.

And this also includes material reality, for example looking out of the window and realizing that the deadly heatwave on the TV is actually 15 degrees and raining. Or that the sky is blue, the sun is shining and the world is not about to end.

This includes being aware of your spirit helpers as well as sensing what you need to offer your child right now so that they can find their way into their own reality.

This includes knowing exactly whether you are ill or healthy, what you need and when you need help and from whom.

Of course, you can still find out more. Many useful things have been researched and written down. But it is always important to compare everything you read, everything you hear, everything you are told with what you see, hear or feel yourself right now.

And when in doubt, it has proven to be a good idea to trust your own perception. Even if it seems to go against everything that your environment seems to have in store for you.

And now?

If you have read this article up to this point, thank you for your attention.

And I encourage you to feel whether what is written is also a catalog of facts to be believed or whether it corresponds to YOUR perception?

This is generally always a good idea. Start by questioning and sensing everything that you have taken for granted so far. Especially what some shaman tells you … Feel behind everything and you will discover your own reality.

I have been doing this very consciously for many years and it is sometimes fascinating how many things we do, believe or think without ever having questioned them. Without ever having investigated whether they correspond to OUR reality. We often don’t even think to question things because we’ve always done it that way.

Sometimes we don’t dare to follow our perception because the social pressure is too high. Sometimes we don’t make the effort because it doesn’t seem worth it.

Do it anyway if it feels right in your reality.

Gerhard Zirkel

The white and the black wolf

There is a story that circulates in many variations but always in a similar form. It is often placed in a Native American context, but it can certainly be understood universally. And it is nowhere near as flat as it might seem after countless repetitions. Quite the opposite!
Gerhard Zirkel
Gerhard Zirkel
19.07.2023
The story

One balmy summer evening, an old Indian was sitting around the campfire with his son. It was already dark, the fire crackled cozily, the flames flickered upwards, but the shadows of the surrounding forest were pitch-black and a little eerie.

The old Indian said to his son: “The bright flames of the warming fire and the deep, dark shadows of the forest are like two wolves living inside us”

The son looked at him questioningly. After a while, the old Indian continued talking:

“The one wolf, the black one, appears evil, devious and dark to us. He works with fear, violence, oppression, lies, intrigue, envy and jealousy. He likes greed, arrogance and hatred. He constantly seeks revenge and is aggressive and cruel.

“The white wolf seems good to us. He is full of love, affection and kindness. He loves openness, trust and goodwill. He is understanding and gentle, he shows compassion, peace, he is considerate, he always remains calm. He brings hope, warmth, gratitude and joy”.

“Both wolves exist in each of us, indeed they exist in the whole world. And they always seem to be fighting with each other for supremacy.

The Indian’s son thought about it for a long time and finally asked: “Which of the two wolves will win?”

The old Indian looked his son in the eye and replied: “The one you feed more wins”

Does ignoring help?

Now you could come up with the idea of simply ignoring the black wolf. Which is not so far-fetched, especially in the spiritual scene this is often practiced. Don’t feed it and it will inevitably starve. That sounds easy, that’s how we do it!

Always think positively, always smile, always be in love. If you’re not, you need to take a look at yourself and solve it really quickly! Never watch any news, never worry about politics, especially not about “conspiracy theories” because they only want to make you fall out of love. Do not listen to anyone who expresses concerns or even warns you. We don’t care about money either, that’s dark and evil and and and …

If you talk about possible problems, you are often accused of only seeing the negative and focusing on the problem. Or even to manifest a dark future for you.

There is a bit of truth in that. Because whenever you deal with a problem, be it one in your own home or one in the big wide world, you first feed the black wolf. Whenever you have concerns, doubts, see a gloomy future or simply “see black”, you feed the black wolf.

But is it possible without him? Can he really be left to starve?

Yin and Yang

Incidentally, in China these two wolves are called Yin and Yang and, strangely enough, nobody there talks about starving one of them to death. On the contrary, both seem to be equally important and, even more dramatically, they are growing apart, over and over again.

The dark arises from the light and the light from the dark. Even the outermost white always contains the seed of black and vice versa. Without the black, the white cannot exist and vice versa.

So why should we try to starve the black wolf? And what can we do instead?

Name the problem and then solve it

The way I think is best is to first analyze and name the problem and then look for a solution.

So when I see that something is getting out of hand in the reality of my life, be it within myself, in my family or globally, I first take a close look at the problem. I think about what might come, and above all I feel deeply about what might come.

What I feel is of course never THE ONE future. It is a possible future, a probable scenario. And there is always a likely scenario. I take a close look, no matter how dark it may seem.

Of course, I feed the black wolf first, that’s for sure. And to a certain extent, I also manifest this probable future. I may become afraid, doubtful, even temporarily lose courage. Especially when the problem seems overwhelming, and that happens in the best families. A black wolf can appear quite large and fierce.

The next step is important. Because when I recognize what is happening and what will come of it, I can begin to feed the white wolf. I can think about what I can do to improve my situation.

This does not necessarily mean that I can fundamentally change or resolve this dark future. But I can always change my relationship to it. I can prepare myself, change my life, change my place, change my behavior, change my thinking. I can arm myself or get out of the danger zone.

I can sometimes make small changes to ensure that the black wolf no longer affects me at all. I can manifest my future.

An example

Let’s take a very tangible example. Let’s take inflation. Our money is constantly becoming less valuable, at least on the surface. At the moment, this is happening relatively quickly, and we are all noticing this in our wallets.

Now let’s take a look at the black wolf first. Analyze why it happens, how it happens, where it happens and get an overview of where it will go if nothing changes. Perhaps we already realize that the situation is by no means new, it has happened many times before. Nevertheless, it has a completely different quality when you are in the situation yourself instead of just reading about it in books.

So we start by feeding the black wolf and when our existence seems to be in danger, it gets really big. But – and this is the far more important step – we then concentrate on possible solutions. And this is the white wolf.

Because there are always solutions, depending on your own life situation, of course. What did people do in similar situations in the past? And those who were still doing well afterwards.

How can we relocate ourselves or our assets so that the black wolf doesn’t get us? What can we do to avoid or deal with the situation? These are all questions that are based on knowledge of the black wolf, but feed the white wolf.

It is also very important to take action. Regardless of whether it is about aspects on the outside or aspects within you. No matter whether it’s about “filthy lucre” or your health or your relationship or even your life. There’s always a white wolf you can feed.

And that’s what the whole thing is about. Feed the white wolf, but also know the black one well.

The final solution

Now you could once again think of wanting to defeat “evil” once and for all. Yes, that is appealing and countless books and films deal with it. In the end, evil is defeated and good triumphs.

But does that make sense? Can good exist without evil in a dual world? And how do we determine what is good? How do we recognize it? How do we recognize the light without the shadow?

And who defines good and evil anyway? What does the game look like from the perspective of “the others”? How does the black wolf see its world? And why should he die? Perhaps he only means well? Is the black wolf really the black wolf for everyone? Or is it black for one person, white for another and even gray for a third?

Eradicating evil cannot be the solution, because that simply does not work in a dual world. Otherwise it would no longer be dual.

But what always works is constantly working on yourself, dealing with both wolves, repositioning yourself within the given possibilities. Adapting, manifesting and constantly readjusting the reality of one’s own life.

Trust in the right course of the universe and in our own ability to act. Living together with both wolves. Accepting the black wolf, knowing the black wolf exactly and then concentrating on the white wolf.

Freeing yourself from unconscious ties to the black wolf. Working on your own ancestral lineage, your own beliefs, your own patterns of thinking, feeling and behavior. The constructive interplay between thinking and feeling, targeted action in the material world, within one’s own framework and the constant expansion of one’s own framework.

THAT works! It means constant work, constant development, but the ability to act creates freedom.

BE the white wolf!

Gerhard Zirkel

The (German) self-victim pattern

There is one topic that is currently occupying me a lot in my work with my clients and it is definitely also a political issue. In fact, it is the basis on which what we have been offered as a policy for many centuries can function. Time to take a closer look.
Gerhard Zirkel
Gerhard Zirkel
08.06.2023

It seems as if “the German” (or even “the Western European?) has a problem standing up for himself, his family and his way of life without going to extremes. You get the impression that Germans let everything happen to them until they either perish or overcompensate to such an extent that everything ends up in ruins.

Afterwards, he puzzles over how this could have happened. This pattern is very, very old, many hundreds of years or even older? And it is a Central European phenomenon, at least in this form.

But why is this the case, where does this (victim) pattern come from and, more importantly, how do we get out of it?

In the Middle Ages

Let’s take “the Middle Ages” as an example. Of course, there was no such thing as “the Middle Ages”, or at least it wasn’t the same everywhere in Europe. Above all, people were not the same everywhere. But there were certainly patterns that ran through the entire Central European system at the time.

Basically, there was a small ruling class of nobles whose rule was not questioned because it was “God-given”. And there were many people who virtually belonged to these noblemen. They were called serfs.

They worked for the nobles and were allowed to keep their mouths shut. They were not free, were usually not allowed to leave their village and had to work all day. Church was on Sundays and that was all there was for these people.

Until the aristocracy quarreled, which was the rule rather than the exception back then. In this case, the serfs were also allowed to go to war. The nobility told them who they were up against, put a weapon in their hands and then they were let loose.

And it’s not uncommon for all the frustration to be vented in battle. Those who were lucky enough to still be alive afterwards have returned to their clod and shut up again. Questions were only asked in the pub and then only if nobody was listening. Nothing could be done anyway.

Every now and then there were revolts, which were usually resolved with extreme bloodshed. After that it was quiet again and everyone went back to their huts, if they had survived.

That’s how it was for many centuries and it wasn’t that long ago. Nothing was questioned, because the church said that God wanted it that way. Questioning God was even less advisable than questioning his ruler. This quickly ended fatally and in hell anyway.

This pattern between “shut up” and “fight fanatically” has neither been processed nor weakened to this day. It is still only questioned by a few. It was suppressed, you can’t show it, we learn that as small children. And so it ferments away underground and must inevitably discharge at some point. But then again extreme and bloody.

Working out

But there have always been people who have worked their way out of it. And yes, even in the darkest days of the Middle Ages, there were ways to improve your own situation by working hard and, above all, working on yourself, by saving and investing, by using your brain, by taking risks.

Serfs could also buy their freedom under certain circumstances. Or they could flee and seek their fortune elsewhere.

Yes, that was of course extremely risky. Also the buyout. Because free had a completely different meaning in the Middle Ages. You were free as long as you defended your freedom. You had to be constantly alert, set and define your own boundaries and defend them with your life if necessary.

Not everyone has taken that upon themselves. Serfdom seemed to be the more comfortable way. But the few who have really gone down this path have often become extremely successful. One of my favorite examples are the Fuggers. In just a few generations, they made it from a simple farmer to – with Jakob Fugger – the richest man in Europe. Against massive resistance from competitors and rulers.

The whole middle class emerged back then, merchants, craftsmen, cities, etc.. So it was always possible, even in the darkest times. Through hard work, using your brain, persistence and a willingness to invest. Even your own life if necessary. Some have done this, the masses have not.

Today’s time

I still see these patterns today, especially in Germany. “The Germans” usually keep their mouths shut and are well-behaved. Even if you take away their livelihood, they remain silent and well-behaved. You can overrun them, torture them, lie to them, torment their children and make them fanatical. Without running the risk of being questioned too much.

It starts in kindergarten. “Non-violent” has now become a religion. A boy who fights? Not possible! Disaster. Immediately to therapy! Harsh words? Phew, at least an insult, if not discrimination. Off to the therapist! If you can still define yourself as a boy or a girl at all. Or is allowed to define itself at all.

Just like the serfs of the time, except that they didn’t have a therapist but a confessor. Keep your mouth shut and work. And there’s more: just like back then, anyone who starts to work their way out of the pattern and stand up for themselves is eyed with suspicion and often opposed by their own people. Nowadays often referred to as “toxic” or even “Nazi” … inflationary …

Often entire clans or villages were collectively punished for the “misdeeds” of individuals. Often with the justification of “higher” goals. Back then, they were mostly religious, but today people are more creative and believe (sic!) in science instead of God. And always for the supposed good of society.

People have developed a collective pattern of keeping themselves down and catching any dissenters if they are not careful. And the respective rulers naturally take advantage of this with glee.

Until a strong leader comes along and calls the people to war. Then they drop everything, pick up a weapon and fight fanatically against what is presented to them as the enemy. This can be practically anyone. It doesn’t matter at all.

Until the war is over. Then they go back to their floe and keep their mouths shut again. But without ever questioning this pattern.

Where is the middle way, where is the solution?

This game has been going on for so long that hardly anyone questions it anymore. And if so, then these are the people who would have worked themselves out in the Middle Ages. You have to imagine that. This pattern certainly existed before the Middle Ages, perhaps several thousand years ago! This is no longer an ancestral issue, it is a human issue. At least in Europe. Other patterns have formed elsewhere, but we are not interested in them now.

The masses obviously still do not question this and are therefore defencelessly at the mercy of the pattern. There seems to be no middle ground between “keeping your mouth shut until you give up” and “fighting fanatically”. The political parties and their respective supporters naturally take advantage of this. After all, what could be better than a people who do what they are supposed to do?

Only a few see the middle way and they are often the victims of massive hostility from both camps. The serfs and the rulers.

The middle way would be to clearly define individual boundaries and to maintain these boundaries without backing down, but also without fighting fanatically. Standing up for yourself”. Clear and strong. Even with headwinds and even accepting the hostility and injuries that may result.

How do you get there?

Of course that is possible. It is not only possible, it is necessary if we want to end this game of “shut up” and “fight fanatically” and finally live freely.

It is about recognizing these extremely deep-seated patterns, becoming aware of them and working on and releasing them. This is a process that involves a lot of reflection, energy work, ancestor work and dealing with beliefs. A process that must leave the purely material level of the mind and thinking. A process that can take years.

A process of growing up, of becoming strong again, of recognizing oneself. Of accepting oneself. A process in which feminine and masculine principles can be allowed and lived again. In which being strong and being weak are put in the right position. A process in which you reposition yourself, your own well-being and that of your family as the fundamental goal in life. If necessary, even against the resistance of others.

Sometimes it also means going against your own people, against your own family (of origin). Not to attack them, but to stand. For who you are and who you want to be. Stand and leave.

It means enduring the headwind, enduring the attempts of those who want to pull you back. Anyone who has ever started their own business knows these patterns. Anyone who has ever stood up for themselves knows this pattern. Anyone who has ever had to defend themselves knows it. It can mean being the first to stand up. It can mean being the only one for a while.

But you don’t have to go that far. It’s about everyone becoming fully aware of who they are and why they are here. It’s about seizing and retaining power over your own situation, your own life. It’s about realizing that you don’t have to make yourself small, that you can stand up for yourself and that you have the right to stand up for yourself. That you are allowed to say NO. Even against the interests of others, if necessary!

It is about becoming clear about your mission in life and fulfilling it. It’s about feeling again what is happening on the outside and how the inside works so that you can stop. For yourself.

This is completely independent of age, social class, belief systems, religions, gender, sexual preferences or even political views. The result is YOU yourself, standing upright, standing for YOU.

Without attacking, but also unassailable for others!

Gerhard Zirkel

But they feel it too!

Today’s article is about a topic that all “highly sensitive” people in particular are familiar with. Including, of course, all healers, shamans and people in general who can feel. It doesn’t even have to be typically clairvoyant or clairsentient.
Gerhard Zirkel
Gerhard Zirkel
01.06.2023

It’s about recognizing that not everyone else can feel or even see something and certainly not what you see, feel or recognize.

Can’t they? But they have to …

There is a big and – if it remains unrecognized, fatal – misunderstanding here.

An example from practice:

A typical work situation. Office, small team. Rita and her colleagues and a team leader. A team leader who made a career out of just being there. Not really someone who wants to lead. More like someone who lets it go. Who doesn’t look so closely. Who wants his peace and quiet. It works somehow.

Rita is quite conscientious and wants to do her job well. The rest of the team too. There is only one, Thomas, with whom something is wrong. He can manipulate well and he does.

His tasks somehow always miraculously end up with his colleagues while he is busy making a good impression. It’s only a matter of time before he becomes team leader. Always looks to the outside world as if he’s the one keeping the team going.

Anyone who doesn’t play his game will feel what real bullying means. Not obviously, no, Thomas can do it at the back. That nobody realizes that this is him.

Rita is almost desperate. Not because of the situation itself, but because she has to watch all her colleagues play his game. Although it is so obvious. No one resists. Neither her colleagues, nor the current team leader, nor the levels above seem to want to see what a manipulative ass Thomas is.

Even the colleagues who suffer massively under him pretend to the outside world that they don’t know who is responsible.

Rita is almost going crazy. Neither a conversation with Thomas, nor with the team leader, nor with other confidants in the company will help. Nobody responds to their arguments, everyone just looks at them stupidly. As if the problem didn’t even exist. They don’t want to look, but why?

Rita begins to doubt herself. Does she see ghosts? Is she mistaken? Is she going senile? What is the problem? Eventually she falls ill and withdraws. “Burnout” is the diagnosis.

Is Rita really senile?

No. It is not. She correctly sensed what was wrong and why. But she assumed that everyone else could feel it too. Because it was so obvious. For Rita.

And that’s exactly where the misunderstanding lies! The others can’t do that. They didn’t ignore the problem, they couldn’t see it. Because they didn’t have the ability to do so. Rita does. Probably even Thomas doesn’t realize what he’s doing. Or at least not what he does with it. He can’t feel it.

No one ever told her that not everyone is able to see and feel. Not everyone is empathetic, not everyone recognizes connections. Few people can do this as clearly as Rita.

No one ever told her that!

Another example:

Frank is 12 years old and lives in a small town with his sister, who is 3 years older, and his mother. The father is no longer there. He left years ago because he is evil. His mother always says “narcissist”, but Frank has no idea what that means.

Frank is one too. Says his mother. Frank also seems to be evil. His mother and sister say the same. They say it to him every day and they let him feel it. He is also to blame for the father leaving. He should have gone with him, but his father didn’t want him to.

He neither questions his own evilness nor the behavior of his mother and sister. Because it’s obviously the right thing to do, at least that’s what his environment confirms. He has a few uncles and aunts, but they don’t see anything unusual about his situation and everyone at school also takes the facts for granted. It is not directly addressed that he is evil. But everyone seems to see it that way.

And when he tries to speak to someone, he is ignored. As if the issue wasn’t there. Perhaps it is not. Frank no longer thinks about it. He tries to make himself small, not to stand out.

Deep down, he senses that something is wrong. Something doesn’t add up. He feels something different than his reality shows him. But he buried this feeling, hid it. He used to let it out once and regretted it bitterly. Something is wrong with him. He prefers not to think about it. Makes himself small. Hiding.

Only in his mid-30s, after his first major breakdown, did he begin to understand. Who is evil in the game and who is not … after a long ordeal, he begins to realize that he felt right. He now has contact with his father again. Not a narcissist. But the mother. But nobody recognized that. Probably not even the mother herself. And the sister even less so.

He realizes that he had felt correctly at the time, but that he was not deliberately ignored, but that those around him could not feel what he could feel. They simply didn’t recognize it, didn’t see it. Because they couldn’t. That was too subtle for them. But nobody told him that for a long time! That the people out there usually can’t feel what’s happening. That they can’t see how things are connected, what the consequences of certain behaviors are.

Not because they don’t want to. Because they can’t!

That makes a big difference. A really big one!

What do you do now with this knowledge?

Now you’ve read this article up to this point and maybe you’ve screamed “yay” twice. In this case, you are probably one of those people who feel more, see more and often recognize more than everyone else.

And it dawns on you why you so often hit a brick wall. Running into the wall so often. So often standing in front of a herd of sheep staring stupidly because of the clearest statements. Nothing against sheep … the real ones are far more intelligent than many people. But do you understand what I’m trying to say?

Just because everyone else is looking at you stupidly doesn’t mean that you’re not still right. Because it’s quite likely that you actually see more than they do. And thus recognize more and can also sometimes look into the future. Simply because you recognize the connections.

The herd can’t do that and perhaps doesn’t need to. Everyone can decide for themselves how they want to live. But YOU decide whether or not to stay with such people.
This is both a curse and a blessing

It’s a curse because you’re often all alone and even when your predictions come true, you never get the credit for them. You are always the one with the bad news and you are always hanged! Symbolically at least.

Sometimes you even have to watch people, families and entire countries ruin themselves. You see the connections, you know where this will lead, but they laugh at you, even fight you. You watch the people you love destroy themselves and can’t do a thing about it. That’s tough. It’s like a curse. Sometimes you have to walk away and accept it as it is. For the others. Not for you.

It is a blessing because you can position yourself in the world in such a way that you have an advantage. Of course, this is only possible if you know and trust your own ability and if you have gained the security in life that you have always lacked.

And if you manage to walk alone at times, leave the gawking sheep where they want to stand. Going in a completely different direction to the rest of the herd. But in return you will get further in life and if you live this consistently, you will find a whole new herd. One that is similar to you, where you are understood and appreciated. Maybe you will even lead them.

Someone just had to tell you that.

Problem and solution

As in many cases, the problem seems to come from outside, but the solution lies within you. It is not always easy to implement. Sometimes you have to realize that the people you loved the most are actually evil or running in the wrong direction. Have at least behaved badly towards you or harmed you and/or themselves.

Sometimes you have to let go of them, perhaps you have to let go of a lot of things that you were fighting hard for just a short time before. But as soon as you have realized that your feeling, your seeing, your recognizing is right, you also begin to go your own way. There’s no other way around it. And it will be a clear path.

This process of realization takes time and nobody has to go through it alone. The important thing is to accept the path and take the first step. Even if the path is not yet visible. It is created by you walking it!

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Gerhard Zirkel

MRNA vaccination “the Borg”

the following article presents my view as a shaman and magician on the mRNA “vaccination” against Covid19 that has been propagated worldwide for some time. We are not here to discuss whether there was actually a pandemic or not, and certainly not to discuss political aspects.
Gerhard Zirkel
Gerhard Zirkel
19.04.2023
mRNA – the “Borg” – more than just a vaccination

It’s all about how I perceive the “vaccine” and its effect on a spiritual level. I put the term “vaccine” in quotation marks because I am of the opinion that this is by no means what we have understood by a vaccination up to now.

The vaccination program, which was largely initiated by the WHO, was controversial from the outset. In the meantime, the massive side effects and damage are increasingly appearing in the mass media.

However, only the physical and medical side effects make the headlines. These are also worrying, but only part of the total.

Much more dramatic than the physical effects is another aspect of this “vaccination”. Namely the effect on a spiritual and mental level. This is still discussed far too little and certainly not in the general public. Although this effect has far more dramatic consequences than any physical symptoms.

This “vaccination” attempts to separate people from their spiritual and energetic basis. And not passively, as previous vaccinations have done, but actively, which in my opinion is not a side effect, but the primary effect of this substance. Whether intentional or not.

This “vaccination” acts as an entity and does so in a targeted and very structured way.

People, energy and connection

We humans are incarnations of spiritual beings. We exist on the level of energy, from which all matter arises. And even while we are incarnated here materially, we have a connection to our higher self on the level of energy.

Not only healers and shamans have them, everyone has them. Even if not everyone actively works with it, even if not everyone is aware of it.

This “vaccination” attempts to sever this connection. As a result, the human being exists as a purely material shell without contact to the source of his energy. It’s a little reminiscent of zombies or the “Borg” from “Starship Enterprise”.

Anyone who still has their connection will notice the change that comes with it. People who have lost their connection can no longer be reached on a spiritual level. There is no more resonance. They appear robotic, are no longer accessible and are no longer critical of the forces they are trying to control.

They follow the most abstruse ideologies unthinkingly and thoughtlessly. Parents lose the energetic connection to their children, families lose the connection to each other, people degenerate into mere shells.

It’s all very subtle and only noticeable when you consciously connect and in many cases you no longer get a response.

A key experience in Colombia

One experience clearly showed me the extent of the misery, even though I had already carried out countless vaccine transformations at the time and had developed a certain professionalism in dealing with this energy. Nevertheless, the massiveness of this experience pretty much “knocked my socks off”.

It was November 2021, we traveled to Bogota, Colombia for a few days. Shortly before the country introduced compulsory vaccination for entry. Within the country, many people had already been vaccinated and there didn’t seem to be many critics, at least not publicly.

One day we were out and about in the center of Bogota and came across a market. There was a huge crowd, normally we avoid such events, but it looked like there were only a few market stalls and so we pushed our way through.

The further we got, the more aware we became of the sheer size of this market and it must have taken us an hour to get out of the biggest crowds. Something like that happens to you in Latin America, a rather funny adventure in itself.

So far so good, we were on our way home again when suddenly, for no apparent reason, our older daughter stumbled and hit her face on the floor. Not much happened, but still a fall that would not have happened under normal circumstances. A child may stumble out of nowhere, but it catches itself and doesn’t hit its nose on the pavement for long.

A few hundred meters further on, our little daughter runs into a wall just as suddenly and for no reason. While running, she turned and ran straight into the front of the house. Also with the nose, without intercepting. Without reason. She may be a wild child, but there’s never been anything like it.

And when we finally got home, I was literally “dismantled”. Out of nowhere, attacks of fever, aching limbs, dizziness and nausea. And – and this really worried me at that moment – I had lost contact with my spirits!

That was new for me. I’ve been sick a lot and before anyone cries out “that was Corona”, I’ve been sick worse. Much worse. But I never lost contact with my spirits. That was new and it really scared me at first.

It took me two days to re-establish contact and find out what had happened. We were infected by the “vaccination”. For the first time I could feel this entity in my own body and it was a dramatic experience.

Unlike evil-meaning entities, demons or black magic attacks, for example, I was suddenly dealing with a kind of semi-mechanical being. A being with whom I could make contact, but who was not accessible. For nothing. It wanted nothing but to do its “job”. Like a machine. And this job consisted of gaining control over myself and separating myself from my energetic base. Which she succeeded in doing temporarily.

I felt reminded of the “Borg” from “Starship Enterprise”. And the only way to push this creature back was massive violence. While you can usually still negotiate with a demon, it was impossible here because there was simply no response. This entity was simply not accessible for anything.

I was only able to force every single one of these beings out of me and then out of my family with the help of my spirits and massive pressure. I was only able to do all this because I already had experience with it, because I have a lot of experience with shamanic-magical work and because I had concentrated all my energy on it. I must have been flat for a week and even after that it took a while before I was really fit again.

What must it be like for people who are completely unprepared, perhaps even completely unaware?

Symptoms

People in whom the effect fully unfolds lose the connection to themselves on a spiritual level, to their higher self. They become quasi “empty” shells, existences that exist purely materially.

The essence of the “vaccination” works a bit like an occupation. She takes control of her host and makes him work for her. This explains why vaccinated people vehemently defend their vaccination even when they are already experiencing severe physical symptoms. And that these people are no longer in a position to look for a solution. Because they are no longer themselves.

Even definitive suggestions are often met with extremely aggressive reactions, including open death threats.

And since this experience, it has become increasingly clear to me and my family how people are changing in the various countries we visit. Energetic access to these people is often almost impossible.

This is not outwardly noticeable, but on closer inspection there is no longer any resonance. We often had the strong feeling that we were no longer interacting with people but with human machines. They work, but without an energetic connection.

Worldwide

The way I see it, this “vaccine” is already conquering the world without having to be actively injected. It is already in the water, air and food and it spreads from person to person.

This explains why some definite opponents of vaccination suddenly show symptoms. Are less accessible, are no longer connected. Some of them are no longer critical. Some may still notice that something is wrong, but they no longer have the opportunity to take action.

Protecting my family and myself also demands a lot from me. In addition to all the clients who confide in me. It is possible, but it is exhausting and it is an ongoing process.

Why all this?

I can only speculate about this, because unlike a demon, a possession or a magical attack, I get no response to the question of why. I realize that this must be about power. But who exactly wants to exercise this power and for what purpose is not entirely clear to me either. Is it even a targeted plan and if so, by whom or what?

It almost feels as if the much-vaunted “artificial intelligence” is already much more advanced than we think. You could almost think that there is already some kind of machine behind it that also wants to turn people into a kind of machine.

Because without contact to our spiritual and energetic base, we are just machines. Again, the comparison to the “Borg” from “Starship Enterprise” comes to mind. This way of life was also about assimilating and equalizing all life. The purpose for which this was ultimately to take place remained unclear. Power as an end in itself? And who or what is behind the “machine”?

Of course, it is also conceivable that deeply human goals are being pursued. But that would be a dangerous game. Perhaps one that has long since gotten out of control?

This naturally raises the question of why compulsory vaccination is still being pushed through with such vehemence among soldiers in particular. Why the soldiers in particular? What are we working towards here?

The spiritual scene

It is also alarming that the “leaders” of the spiritual scene in particular, those gurus, speakers, coaches etc., have also promoted this “vaccination” almost en masse and are still doing so. The better known and with the more followers, the more vehemently the pro-vaccination line was often pursued.

I receive inquiries from people who are desperate to find that all their spiritual teachers are no longer recognizable. They are no longer accessible, sometimes take a dogmatic line and try to indoctrinate their students.

What to do?

If you are aware of the danger because you still have your connection, you can and must fight against it and at least keep yourself “clean”. Even harsh critics are currently softening, losing their bite and being drawn into this energy. Even very spiritual people lose contact with themselves and often don’t realize it. They become empty shells that continue to appear very spiritual to the outside world. But if you feel it, there is no longer any resonance.

We have met many interesting and very critical people on our long-term journey since the end of 2020, but the response is increasingly drying up here too. There are fewer of them, many seem to have given up or are now also fading into the obedient masses.

It is the task of all healers, shamans, magicians etc. to analyze this energy and push it back. Whether the problem can ever be solved for good remains to be seen. I now see this as a kind of war against the human connection to the source of our energy. Perhaps one that has been running for a long time and is only now really showing itself?

Or is it part of our development?

In my opinion, this process is by no means irreversible. This semi-mechanical entity of the “vaccination” is effective as long as it is in the host’s body. If they are removed from it, people re-establish their connection to the spiritual level.

This does not mean that existing physical symptoms disappear, but they become treatable again. People become human again. However, it can also be reinfected.

This work requires a lot of energy and an alert connection, but it is not impossible. We humans are still incarnations of spiritual entities even when we are disconnected and we are all basically on the same level. No one is fundamentally superior to the other, it is not possible for one side to “win” and one to “lose”.

Outlook

This “fight” seems to be a longer-term problem. It is certainly a battle against man as an incarnation of universal energy. Or perhaps a fight against ourselves? It is important to be awake, to listen and, above all, to explicitly tap into your own strength again and again.

There are still an incredible number of alert and connected people around the world, and the situation is by no means hopeless. Rather, I see this as a learning task for many healers and shamans. Let’s accept it!

Gerhard Zirkel

Work anonymously

This article aims to shed light on a side of my work that otherwise does not end up in the public eye. It’s not supposed to, hence the title “working anonymously”.
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Gerhard Zirkel
08.04.2023

A topic that is – admittedly – rather rare but in some cases extremely important. But I really appreciate cases like this. They demand my full energy and always involve a certain challenge.

Two sides of my work

Basically, I am active in two shamanic areas. On the one hand in the spiritual-energetic personality development and on the other hand in the shamanic-magical area in which it is about working with curses, imprecations, possessions, targeted magical work and dealing with demons.

In the first area, the issue of anonymity plays no role at all. So far, none of my coaching clients have had the idea of remaining anonymous. Why would that make sense?

Quite the opposite. Even though I work almost exclusively from a distance, I get to know many of my clients personally at some point. And even if you don’t, you come very close on a certain level. Because it’s almost always about very personal issues.

Sometimes you are almost part of the family, and often for long periods of time. There is also no reason to avoid it. A certain professional distance is required.

After some time, I often look after not just one member of the family but all of them and also know their spouses and children. My discretion has always been safe and will remain so. I don’t divulge anything. There is no reason to hide or conceal anything from me.

Who wants to remain anonymous?

In the second area of my work, things sometimes look quite different. Because the clientele is usually completely different.

Who has problems with a demon? Demons are very powerful and ancient beings that live off the energy of their victims. And they look for people with a lot of energy. People who are very powerful or handle a lot of money, for example. Or people who are very famous.

Who needs to deal with black magic attacks? This is extremely time-consuming, nobody does it just to annoy the neighbor. There are tangible reasons behind them and the victims of actual magical attacks are people who somehow stand out from the crowd. Some protrude very far out. Victims for whom an attack is “worthwhile” from the attacker’s point of view.

These are people who are concerned that this particular problem should not be made public. Not even rumored. Not at all. Sometimes it’s not even about publicity but about secrecy towards the rest of the family or within a company.

It is not enough for such clients if I assure them of my discretion. Because too much depends on it and my computer can be hacked and my documents stolen. Despite all caution.

It is not enough to sign a non-disclosure agreement, no matter how many pages it has. The collaboration must be truly anonymous.

How is that supposed to work?

As I work on a purely spiritual level, I only need to access the client’s higher self. So to him or her on a spiritual level. Normally I get this access through the consent of the client and through the name or contact with him on a material level.

But this also works without the material level. An alias can be used for this purpose, for example. The client calls himself “Dieter Mustermann” (in practice, the aliases are much more euphonious) and we link this alias to the client’s person.

There is an easy-to-perform ritual for this, in which the client himself links the chosen alias with his name or the name of the person for whom the work is being commissioned, if he cannot do it himself. No evidence for this link remains. Anyone can perform this ritual, I provide instructions. It works in a similar way with real estate, boats, airplanes and cars. They can be linked via symbols and then separated again.

I do my work with the alias or the associated symbol and the client does not appear by name at all. I don’t know who he is either, I only see him on a spiritual level and I can’t and don’t want to find out who he is in his current incarnation.

The communication

As with all other clients, communication takes place via email or messenger; the client can easily create corresponding accounts for the alias. This can be done anonymously.

What has already happened is indirect communication via lawyers or agencies, which is complicated and exhausting. But there is always a solution.

The settlement

Cash in an envelope, handed over by dark figures in dark alleys? Yes, theoretically this would also be possible, but in practice it is rather unusual.

No, in such cases I invoice law firms, agencies, offshore companies or foundations. Quite normal. Quite legally. Payable by bank transfer or crypto. As with all other clients. And often referred to as (business) coaching.

For me, all this is much more time-consuming and exhausting than shamanic coaching, but dealing with magic and/or demons is exhausting anyway.

Gerhard Zirkel

Spirit helpers and plant spirits

This article is about some very important background information about shamanic work that you as a client may not be aware of. A look under the hood, so to speak, for a deeper understanding of what goes on in the spiritual world from a shaman’s point of view.
Gerhard Zirkel
Gerhard Zirkel
30.03.2023

Of course, this can only be a very superficial and fragmentary insight, everything else would go beyond the scope of an article and would fill many meters of bookshelves elsewhere.

The spirit helpers

The shaman understands a spirit helper to be an entity of the spiritual world that he experiences as helping, or that behaves in a helping manner towards him, or at least has the potential to do so.

A classic spirit helper, for example, is the power animal, which the shamanic practitioner encounters in animal form. In most cases, the power animal is one of the first spirit helpers that the beginner gets to know.

But we don’t just encounter these helpers in animal form. They can also be natural beings such as elves, dwarves, goblins or natural beings that we can’t really categorize at first. They can be figures from mythology, such as Thor, Odin or other Norse gods, but also include Jesus, Lucifer or the archangels.

Also all other angelic beings or Buddha and other figures from the Buddhist, Hindu or any other religious context.

Our ancestors can also act as spirit helpers and sometimes we do not even succeed in materially assigning the respective perception. And it doesn’t have to, because the form of appearance is just a form. The spiritual plane has no material dimension and therefore no form. This is created by us so that we can get an idea of what makes the practical work with a spirit helper much easier.

What to do with the spirit helper?

But what do you do with a spirit helper once you have made contact? That is a question of intention. Our personal helpers, such as our power animals or our own ancestors, can answer questions about our life, our past and our personality or help us to find a path in life.

They help us to find ourselves and go our own way. They occasionally provide comfort and are a source of support in times of great uncertainty. However, they can also help practicing shamans in their work with clients or energies, just as colleagues can support them with projects.

The same applies to those helpers who have no personal connection to us. They can also help us in uncertain situations or put us on a viable path. They also help the shaman in his work when he needs help.

Access to the spirit helpers takes place via the shamanic journey. Experienced shamans also have access without a special framework, just like when you talk to your colleagues in the neighboring office.

It is important that contact and interaction always come about consciously. The person is always in control of when, how long and what they talk about with the spirit helpers.

An entity that connects with us against our will or even gives us orders is not a helper but a possession.

Deva / plant deva / plant spirit

A plant deva is the spiritual being behind a plant, the soul of the plant, so to speak. Just as we humans incarnate as spiritual beings here in the material world, spiritual beings also incarnate as plants.

Which is why you can communicate with plants on a spiritual level just as you can with people and animals or spirit helpers of all kinds. Incidentally, the word deva comes from Sanskrit and means something like the shining ones, the radiant ones.

And so the plant devas were and are repeatedly described as radiant beings of light, sometimes also somewhat teasingly as little flower elves or forest fairies. But this is always just an idea, because spiritual beings in themselves have no physical appearance. Or, in the case of plants, only the appearance of the plant as it stands before us.

Much more important than any manifestations are the possibilities that open up to us with the knowledge of the plant spirits. Many people who collect medicinal herbs or harvest plants make contact with the plant spirit beforehand. They ask for permission and advice on how much they can take without causing too much damage to the plant.

The answers from the plant devas should definitely be taken seriously if you want to continue to benefit from them in the future. You can also gain valuable information about them by talking to a plant deva. Many successful gardeners communicate with their plants in this way and find out when and how they want to be cared for. Success always proves them right.

Herbalists often get their knowledge directly from the plants and not so much from books. This ranges from the use of certain herbs for certain diseases to detailed information on harvesting, preparation and dosage.

If you have any questions on this topic, please write to me using the contact form on this page.

Gerhard Zirkel

Ancestor work

As an adult, you’re fully immersed in life and may even have children of your own. But as soon as you stand in front of your father, bang, you’re a little boy again. And if things go badly, your boss or your customer is like your father … you can imagine the rest.
Gerhard Zirkel
Gerhard Zirkel
20.03.2023
Sometimes it’s like milking mice …

Or you realize that although you resolved to be completely different from your parents when you were young, you now react in exactly the same way as they did back then. This is particularly noticeable if you have children yourself.

You may have a partner who increasingly reminds you of your mother or father. With all the complications that entails. You realize that it’s not working somehow, but you can’t get out of the pattern.

Or you develop behavioral patterns that hinder you in life, but whose cause you cannot explain with the best will in the world. Very often, problems with money, business and career can be traced back to this.

Maybe you somehow feel like you’re slipping into your parents’ lives, even though that’s the last thing you want. And that you even pass this on to your children.

I can reassure you. You are neither crazy, nor broken, nor hopelessly lost.

Because all too often, these issues really don’t come from you, but from your ancestors. Whether you know them or not. Even educational psychology has now recognized the extent to which the behavioural patterns of our ancestors are transferred to us without us noticing.

And if that’s the case, you can work on yourself as much as you want. As long as the ancestral issues are still there, this has no lasting effect and the same problems keep coming back. If you are able to solve them in your ancestral line, I can help you.

The ancestors

But who are the ancestors? The way I see it, these are our direct ancestors. So our parents, grandparents, great-grandparents and so on, almost back to infinity. That’s a lot of people, every generation doubles the further back you look.

“But I don’t know any of them”, you might object. Of course you don’t know them, most of them died long before you were born. But you don’t have to know them either, because we work on a spiritual level. Some of my clients don’t even know their own parents.

That’s the point

This is exactly what ancestor clearing is all about. We establish contact with your ancestors on a spiritual level and then we go back as far as necessary to resolve the inherited issues. At least eight generations, sometimes even more.

And then we roll up the field from behind, so to speak, and solve the inherited issues that are weighing you down. This does not mean that you have to solve the problems of your ancestors. No, these are their problems.

You stop the issues being passed on to you. Because you don’t have to deal with their problems too, you have enough to deal with in your own life. You even free your children from it, because otherwise you will pass everything on to them in the same way as your ancestors passed it on to you.

The method

You don’t need any special skills and you don’t have to do any genealogical research. The method I have developed for this works very reliably and guides you safely through the process. And without personal contact, because we also work on a spiritual level here.

As an aid, you will receive a sound file from me that will guide you through the entire process and, of course, detailed instructions. And of course you are not alone, I will accompany you on a spiritual level through the whole process.

Nothing can happen to you and you can’t do anything wrong either. You just have to make the decision and sometimes it takes a little effort to take this step. But it’s worth it, I promise you that.

Our goal

In the end, such an ancestor clearing ensures that your ancestors are where they belong and that you are where you belong, at the top, because this is YOUR life. And you are all a little freer energetically than before.

This is not only good for you, but also good for your ancestors. Your ancestors can focus on their progress on a spiritual level and you can finally act freely in the material world.

You will be amazed at how much strength you have at your disposal afterwards that you had to use before to balance out the inherited patterns again and again.

The next level

And not only can you free yourself from inherited patterns, you can also include your ancestors in your team.

There are often people there who can still help you now. Especially if you have healing powers yourself, you will be amazed at how many healers you will find among your ancestors. Or entrepreneurs, inventors, intellectuals and, of course, parents.

How?

Ancestor clearing to release the blocking patterns is part of the “Deeper Mind Empowerment” coaching package. You can get started either directly with the package or with the starter package if you don’t want to buy a pig in a poke.

The subsequent levels, the targeted use of the powers and knowledge of your ancestors are then part of the more advanced packages such as the Abundance Package or the Healer Package.

Gerhard Zirkel

Life is a debt to be collected, not a debt to be paid

I recently posted this headline on my Facebook profile for discussion without further explanation. Sometimes that’s exciting, it often brings completely new perspectives and suggestions.
Gerhard Zirkel
Gerhard Zirkel
28.02.2023

Unfortunately, there is also a lot that misses the point. In this case, the rejection of the term “guilt” is almost reflexive. This is not the point here, only the choice of words implies it.

At the end of the day, “Holschuld” means nothing other than that someone has to give me something, but doesn’t bring it to me, so I have to get it from them. So I have to become active if I want it, because the other person doesn’t become active on their own initiative. He doesn’t bring it to me, I go and get it.

In the narrower sense, this often refers to financial matters, but the term is also used for non-financial aspects.

For example in the saying: “Knowledge is a debt”. Which means you have to acquire knowledge yourself and on your own initiative, because it is not carried after you. Personal responsibility, once again.

“But life is my absolute basic right”, you might object.

Yes, it is. Every human being has exactly the same right to life as everyone else. Just like that. Automatic. But having a right to something does not mean that it is carried after you or that it is ready washed and folded in the cupboard.

Your place in life is not kept free by a mysterious placeholder until you are comfortable taking it.

The Middle Ages

The history of the Middle Ages is full of just such stories. How often have there been cases of unclear succession or even people who have simply withheld their place from a legitimate heir to the throne?

Because the heir to the throne was perhaps still a child and could therefore easily be exiled somewhere. No one came and fetched him, dressed him in new clothes and put him on his throne. Why would they?

No, he had to see for himself how he could get what he wanted. Yes, to his right. Perhaps he really did, and perhaps it was even undisputed (which it almost never was in the Middle Ages). But he had to take care of that himself.

He had to convince people to fight with him, he had to raise an army and then he had to fight for his rights. Not everyone was victorious, not everyone survived. And these heirs to the throne were almost never desired by the masses. Certainly not from the nobility. Nobody wanted these people, but nevertheless they asserted their rights and took their place, or at least tried to.

This often resulted in long wars, such as the English Wars of the Roses or the Hundred Years’ War between England and France.

Today’s time

And even today, who hasn’t heard the saying: “Being right and getting right are two pairs of boots”?

Because even though we have so many laws in our modern world, there is no guarantee that we will automatically get our rights. We often have to hire lawyers and fight for our rights.

We have to take action ourselves, no one else will do it for us. At the very least, we have to pay someone to fight for us. A lawyer, for example. But the action and the decision to do so always come from ourselves.

As a plaintiff, you are often not only unwelcome to the defendant, but also to society. Sometimes you are really the “bogeyman” when you are fighting for your rights. Because the other side is perhaps popular or the injustice is not recognizable to everyone.

This makes it doubly difficult to stand up for your rights and demand them.

Life

Well, what about your right to live? Yes, you have that right. You have the right to live the way you want to, but no one is going to hold that against you. You will have to take care of it yourself, perhaps fight for it. There’s no one to hold your place. This may still be the case in kindergarten, but after that it’s over and you have to look after your own place.

Otherwise exactly nothing happens. It’s like the rightful heir to the throne sitting in exile and doing nothing. He spends his whole life in exile and then dies there. He can do it, of course, but he mustn’t moan.

As a healer / priest / seer etc..

People who operate purely on a material level often manage this quite well. Job, house, car, boat, place in society, career, etc. They already take care of that. It’s not so terribly difficult, it doesn’t hurt anyone. It doesn’t stand out, doesn’t stand out, is even popular.

People with spiritual abilities find this a little more difficult because they have often learned as children that they are wrong. That it’s really bad to show yourself in your full strength. That people then turn away and they are even more alone than they already are. Being defiant or even angry about this only makes things worse.

Very often, my work consists of working on precisely these issues. Sometimes this drives my clients to despair because their situation seems to get worse the more they show themselves.

“Everyone is turning away from me”, “my whole family rejects me”, “I’ll lose my job”, “the club will throw me out” or “I’ll die if I show my face” are typical statements. And they are not imaginary or invented, they are real.

How will the heir to the throne have felt? Alone in exile, with no one to trust but yourself? But he realized that he had to do something himself, even at the risk of being rejected by everyone or even dying. Because he is the evil aggressor who wants to change things. Nobody wants people who really make a difference. If he fails, there is only a “serves him right”.

And so are you, on your way to your full greatness. The people who were used to you being so practically sweet and well-behaved will reject you at first, because from their point of view you’re going crazy. People will use their belief systems to see the heretic in you.

From their point of view, you are in a cult or delusional. Because you are suddenly so unpleasant, suddenly have needs, suddenly no longer have a connection to everyone. You can no longer be used, you no longer subordinate yourself. You are no longer quiet when the grown-ups are talking.

Suddenly you’re weird, strange or scary. You talk about topics they don’t understand and you no longer talk about meaningless nonsense. You no longer take everything for granted. Suddenly you are so “aloof”

And – very importantly – you suddenly get noticed a lot more because you become more visible. You attract attention, you attract completely different people, people on higher levels, you rise, so to speak.

And leave behind those who do not want to or cannot follow you. That creates a powerful headwind, especially if these are people from your immediate environment. This in turn scares you and so you don’t even go to your size.

The debt to be collected

Because you are unconsciously waiting for someone to finally come and save you and put you on your throne. The universe must finally give you what you deserve! You are looking for your place without realizing that you have to create it first. Where you want to go.

And that brings us to the debt to be collected. This means nothing more than that YOU sit down in your own seat or nobody does. The universe supports you, but you have to do something about it.

I’ll go even further and say that nobody wants you to come into your full power!

Because you are always uncomfortable, no longer useful, rebellious, no longer nice, etc. Nobody will use their life energy to lift you to your place in life. People all have enough to do with their own lives, plus it’s handy to have someone to push around.

So you will either go against this resistance and become your own size or not at all. Your decision. You just have to realize that no one will simply give you your place in life. The others will always think there’s no room for you.

Convince them otherwise. You create your place in life and occupy it!

What I can do

I won’t put you in your seat either, how could I? But I can help you understand the principles you need to understand to take your place. Because I walked the path myself, made space for myself and took it.

I can help you to remove blockages, get in touch with your life energy and introduce you to basic techniques. And I’ll go with you if it gets lonely on the way or you get a headwind, because I don’t mind seeing you on your throne.

It always starts with the introductory session, after which you might continue with Deeper Mind Empowerment. Please write me an email for further information.

Gerhard Zirkel

The healer in you

Have you ever thought about why you are so different? You seem to fit so little into what is called society? Why do you recognize connections long before others do?
Gerhard Zirkel
Gerhard Zirkel
05.02.2023

Why do you recognize connections that no one else does? How do you sometimes just know things? Why do people with very deep problems so often come to you? And you can even help them without knowing exactly how? Even though you yourself often don’t know how to cope in this seemingly strange world?

Do you have the feeling that you don’t belong here, that you finally want to go “home“? Perhaps since you were a small child?

Were you “weird” as a child or often alone because you didn’t get on with anyone and no one got on with you? Didn’t even your parents really see you? Do you feel alone with this?

Then here’s the good news: you are NOT alone!

There are a lot of us, but unfortunately a lot of people don’t know it and those who do don’t necessarily run around town telling everyone. I am already part of a minority within a minority. By having a website and showing myself.

But that’s my way. It’s not always easy and it took me a long time and a lot of help before I found it. Now I help people who are like me. The healers are. However that may turn out.

But what is a healer and what types are there?

The following types of healers rarely appear in their pure form. These are usually mixed forms with weightings in one or more of the categories. And my comments are certainly not complete.

Ultimately, every healer goes their own way and this path has no predetermined direction and no end. The path is the existence of the healer.

a) The classical healer

This can be a shaman or someone who works specifically with people on a spiritual level. Sometimes these are also alternative practitioners, but not always. Some work with predefined techniques, others with their own methods. Some with practice, others purely from a distance.

b) Working with animals

There are also healers who only work with animals. As a veterinary practitioner or as a pure healer.

c) Magician / Witch

Magic is a way of deliberately influencing the material reality of life through magical practices from the spiritual side. Not like Harry Potter or Bibi Blocksberg, that would be practical, but it doesn’t work that way.

No, it’s more subtle, less direct and rarely showy. But it is still possible to change your own reality or that of a client in a targeted way. How far a magician goes and what he does or does not do is fluid. There is no patent remedy, but the possibilities are almost endless.

d) Earth healing

There are also healers who do not work with humans or animals, nor magically, but with the energies of Mother Earth. They carry out clearings, track down magical places, clear local energies or research them.

Often in combination with geomantic techniques or with technical aids.

e) Priest / Priestess

A priest is a mediator between the worlds. Of course, every healer is, but a priest does not work with the aim of directly influencing the lives of humans and animals, but is responsible for rituals, prayers and “divine” services. You come to him when you are looking for a connection or need a break from the subject matter. Or leadership on a spiritual level.

f) Pure presence

And then there are the healers who don’t work specifically, but make a difference purely through their presence. These are the people who can completely change the dynamics of a group just by turning up.

To the positive or also to the seemingly negative. Sometimes these people also cause old structures to break down and entire teams or even companies to fall apart. In order to be able to emerge anew and better afterwards.

However, such a healer is aware of his ability and can consciously control it. If you recognize yourself here, but can’t consciously control it, then get in touch with me.

g) Seer

Every healer is also clairvoyant or clairsentient. But for some, this ability is paramount. They see things and especially connections long before others see them. It often looks as if these people can see into the future. In a way, they can too.

But not by somehow reading a predetermined future, because our future is created every second from our decisions. No, they simply absorb much more information about the current situation and they recognize connections that other people do not.

Not only on a material level, but above all on a spiritual level, from which the material arises. And so they see developments earlier than the rest of us.

How do you recognize who you are?

That is the difficult question. Difficult, because hardly anyone in our society tells you that. If you’re lucky, you have parents who thought about what they wanted you to become when you were a child. They may have observed your talents and made sure you got into the right school.

This may not be a bad approach on a material level, but if you are a healer, it has brought you absolutely nothing. On the contrary, you probably felt out of place despite or perhaps because of your parents’ efforts.

If you didn’t have parents who took care of you, that was even more the case. Unless you happened to have a healer in your circle of relatives who took you under their wing and was allowed to do so without incurring the jealousy of parents or the dislike of teachers, no one will have recognized where your abilities really lie.

Maybe they even misinterpreted them and accused you of being too “dreamy”, of not being able to do anything or of ending up on the street later on if you don’t know the binomial formulas by heart or what an accusative is …

Or your environment was even unconsciously afraid of you, which is not at all uncommon. Because you probably have them all figured out down to the depths of their souls. You were not aware of this and neither were they. But they felt it and it scared them.

To cut a long story short: no one will have recognized that you have healing, psychic, spiritual abilities and certainly no one has promoted this. And then you buried it deeper and deeper because you had to work and now you’re sitting there and don’t know what to do.

In your job, which is completely wrong for you and full of energy that you can’t get into the world. You won’t get anywhere on your own, because the conditioning of your previous life works well and is firmly in place.

But there are ways out

The way

Of course, there is no such thing as “the way”. Every path is different and you will go your own way, a path that no one has gone before you in this form. But there are steps that are similar.

a) Being recognized

The first important step is often for someone from the outside to recognize who you are. If you’ve found your way to me, you’ve already guessed it. But do you dare to believe yourself? At this point, it can be enormously helpful if a shaman sees you and tells you that you are right with your hunch

b) Reconnection

Then it’s about working with you to ensure that you can reconnect with Mother Earth, Father Sky and everything in between. This can be done through chakra work, rituals or other approaches. It depends on where you stand.

c) Conditioning and blockages

The next step is to track down and release all the old patterns of thought and behavior, all the conditioning, beliefs and blockages, layer by layer. Not just the ones from your current life. But also those that you have inherited from your ancestors without knowing it.

This can go many generations deep, at least eight, sometimes even more.

d) Recognize new paths

When the old dissolves, there is room for the new. You will now realize what you are made of. At first only diffuse, without knowing what you’re going to do with it. But that’s not the point yet. It’s about getting to know your strength.

Find out what kind of healer you are. It’s about sensing. This phase is often accompanied by particularly strong shocks in the environment. Because you develop out of your environment. Not everyone will be able or want to follow you.

Previous friends leave, new ones come. Maybe your job is changing or you’re relocating. You start to think in new ways and see paths that you didn’t see before

e) Learning techniques

Now you will begin to learn working techniques with which you can bring your very own healing power into the world. These can be basic techniques such as Reiki, working with cards or performing rituals. Or you can train as a healer or go on a world tour to find your “tribe”, your roots.

f) Finding your own way and becoming visible

You will gradually develop your own techniques and offer them. Of course, not necessarily in the sense of marketing and having your own company. There are many healers who continue to be employees, quite a few even in senior positions.

But they are all visible, so they don’t hide themselves and their abilities. They no longer deny themselves, they let their energy flow. Not everyone likes it, but at this point you are already free enough not to have to please everyone. That is no longer in your nature.

g) Founding a company and going into abundance

Some healers start their own business, like I did, and go into (financial) abundance. And no, that is not a contradiction, you are welcome to bury this fairy tale of the noble but destitute savage in the jungle who lives off donations. That’s just an excuse to keep your own strength under wraps.

A successful healer is not poor, because he can and does transform energy into matter.

How that fits together

Now you might be wondering how you are supposed to integrate this into your life? Especially if you have a family, small children who need you, or a company that depends on you or a job that you want to keep. Or a partner who can’t and doesn’t want to do anything with spiritual things.

How is that supposed to work? The “how” will become clear as you progress, but I can confirm that it is possible. Look at me. I don’t live outside of society either, I also have children and an everyday life that takes little account of spiritual matters.

However, this requires work on yourself and the will to go your own way. Then your environment will follow. At least the part that cares about you. But what do you want with those who have no interest in you anyway?

What you need to do

Now comes this ominous “must”. You’ve already done enough in your life, don’t you think? That’s right. It’s also about a different kind of having to. Not one that someone else imposes on you so that you do what they want you to do. It’s the “must” that comes out of yourself so that you finally feel better.

It is about a logical sequence of actions. No one else is forcing you to follow the path of the healer. It is your own energy that is inside you and wants to get out. But if you take this path voluntarily, then you have to go down it. But then you walk it for yourself.

That means an investment. An investment of time, life energy and also money, because without outside help it is difficult or hardly possible. I have invested decades of my life and a considerable amount of money in my development.

Without this, I would now be standing in Munich, in the laboratory of the public utility company, analyzing water samples … I would say that however high the investment was, it was more than worth it – also and especially financially – and it will never stop being worth it.

What you have to do first and foremost: make a decision. Go your own way or keep messing around. But this “must” is always up to you.

What I can do

I have developed a package for steps a) to d), because experience has shown that although the path is different for each person, the time and energy frame remains similar. For more information see: Deeper Mind Empowerment

This is followed by e), f) and g) that I can also help you with. With the abundance package, for example, you can move further up the ladder. Or when learning shamanic techniques. From a distance or – if you are keen to travel – in person at my place. Wherever I happen to be.

If you have any questions, please send me an email. NOW, not sometime later …

What are you waiting for?